Jana Kramer has “felt like a zombie” because the demise of her marriage performs out within the media.
On Could 3, the “One Tree Hill” alum launched the primary episode of her “Whine Down” podcast since submitting for divorce from Mike Caussin after he allegedly cheated on her again. Now that the truth of her scenario has set in, Jana is “embarrassed.”
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“I do not even know if I need to do the present anymore. I am being fully sincere,” she mentioned. “You realize, I began this present on my own … and as soon as Mike got here on as a visitor and we talked about our stuff, he mentioned that he cherished sharing. … After which it simply felt like ours, so now it feels bizarre not having him on right here.”
On April 21, the nation singer introduced that she and Mike had break up after six years of marriage. In her divorce paperwork, she mentioned that infidelity was accountable. Sources later confirmed this with a number of media retailers.
“I used to be a zombie, that was for 2 weeks. Now I am going out and in of crying,” she mentioned on the podcast. “I did not need this, on the finish of the day. I believe the place I am at is, I am embarrassed. I am embarrassed that that is the way it ended, after which I additionally really feel like I let folks down. We have come on right here, and we have fought, and we fought for it. However, actually, the phrases that have been spoken … they have been sincere from me, is what I will say.”
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Jana acknowledged on Monday that she stayed with Mike for the sake of their two youngsters: daughter Jolie, 5, and son Jace, 2.
“I am the weakest I’ve ever been. Possibly sooner or later, I will really feel that energy, however I went to my therapist just a few weeks in the past, like, ‘Superb I will dwell this life. I do not need to break up my household.’ My entire factor is like, I did not need this for the children. I’ve stayed for my children, even when different issues occurred,” she mentioned. “My therapist was like, ‘You do not need to dwell that life … it is taking your life away.’ I am like, ‘Yeah, however my children. We’ll be collectively.'”
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Within the emotional podcast, Jana additionally teared up whereas talking about having to co-parent with Mike. Whereas already fascinated with the kids’s first in a single day go to with their dad, Jana mentioned, “I will be destroyed. It isn’t what I wished, it isn’t what I labored for and it isn’t [expletive] honest. That makes me so offended. I labored too rattling exhausting for it to finish this fashion.”
Jana and Mike did not precisely have a fairytale marriage, as he was concerned in a dishonest scandals and in a number of sexting scandals. There have been accusations final fall that he was dishonest once more. Jana now feels “weak” for staying with him all through all his indiscretions.
Moreover, she had “pals principally inform me they might lose respect for me” if she stayed with Mike. “And people have been the chums that have been like, ‘We love you and help you it doesn’t matter what.'”
The wedding, she mentioned, was akin to a drug.
“I really feel like now I am the addict,” she mentioned on Monday. “I’ve by no means touched a drug earlier than however that is what it looks like, the place I am similar to, ‘I would like it.’ … I do not even know what the wholesome model [of a relationship] seems to be like anymore.”
